This is Me...
February 8, 2019
Growing up I was always proud of my black skin. The pure essence of being black made me proud and feel like I could do anything just because by society’s standards I was expected to fail – I have always been a little militant. However, as I looked around and noticed the feature that made me different from other races and even some of my own people I thought made me ugly – my nose. It wasn’t until one summer about 10 years ago my sister and I had a marathon of documentaries like the 14-part docuseries of Eyes on the Prize (btw-every minute worth watching), Roots, Roots the Next Generation etc. did I fully recognize what my nose meant. My skin, my nose, my lips…hips…big hands…hair meant more to me than just a feature. I represent something that no other race can and what some people of mine try to erase.
I represent slavery.
I represent oppression.
I represent strength and boldness.
I represent fierceness.
I represent people that died for my freedoms.
I represent the future.
I represent the songs of everyone before and after me…
My nose is what makes me different…what makes me unique…what makes me beautiful.
I will pass this down so history will not be lost.
I am my great grandmother.